i feel like you on the edge of sucide....ive lsot my whole life I hate myself and i shall not enter the kingdom of hevean but i still belive i have a chance ....i am a drug addict and i hate myself but i beleive in jesus....ive cried i ve begge d for away out of thi slife i have two pairs of clothes to wear through all the months i can t go to church id be laughe out. I say im sorry for my sins every night but i cant beat alchol drugs my parents had died no no once care for me no more. I have no noe but i still believe ive not been saved so ill burninhell with this life i wish it wsnt this way i belive in jesus and god without a oubt and do the best i could. i dont steal i dont kill i dolnt lie often but i do. I love you jesus son of god and god pleas i ask you to save me from this fate.